Abyss of Love

I have never met her in person yet i fell head over heels for her. It sounds erratic, Right?  
Yes....wondering why?  
Because of the peculiarity of each of us in this world.  
To many it can't make sense to even imagine how deep i dived into her and that's invincible.  
I have never been so convinced by the depth of feelings until she arrived. In her I realised how sapiosexual i am, because I fell for her intellectual spills.  
When she speaks, pardon me coz we never talk on calls or anything .... I mean what she writes flows like the great river Nile, Each and every word from her is of wisdom, cajolery and optimism.  
Oh my Sweetness not to mention about her sultry spills.  
I only need my mind to be with her in a moment. I feel her presence in her absentia  
It's Ironic, she gives me love paranoia  
She is always right there when ever i need her.  
 
We are often warned about catfish on the internet.. Yeah and we all should be.  
This is astounding, I'm one lucky son of man, and by the way, she calls me a king...hell yeah.. am her king and she's my queen.  
I couldn't put a face to her rhythmic natural intellect until she helped me quench that thirst.  
Venust, gorgeous, adorable, stunning are all understatements.  
She is an embodiment of beauty in all sorts I lack the right words.  
She is indeed a queen from another world.
In our forth and back interactions, we've grown fond of each other but I think I've grown fonder. She emits high voltage cosmic energy.  
 
Deluded is how i seem but only me and her can attest to the reality and strength of our bond.
It feels so perfect that the feeling is mutual.  
We seem to resonate at the same wavelength.  
Kemia my love, our chemistry is too deep
Your soothing words take me on a trip  
Thoughts of you get me to drip
Thirsty for love, on you i seep  
I'm never letting you go, firm is my grip.  
 
Doctrines and mantras gaslight me, but fuck that all, it's humans that came up with them based on their experiences and observations perhaps and am here to write mine as well.
I have a new description of love. it's simply what I feel for her.
Whether she is here or not, whether i've met her or not and it doesn't matter whether i ever meet her or not. But I hope I do.  
In an event that I never get to meet her, I will still say, I loved someone's daughter.  
 
 
Every night before I sleep, I tell my self "she is right with you in spirit''. This keeps me going each day with smiles and butterflies. I can only text her but I always feel her presence during the chat. She's always right there with me ofcourse in spirit. Hope anchors my soul in mind bearing it that it's just a matter of time until I lay my hands on my queen who is physically a myriad of miles away and yet tightly so close to me in spirit. She is the rain I can't shelter my self from.
She rains  
In my heart she reigns  
She pours  
In her love fountain i shower  
 
 
Dreams come true, if they don't then nobody bother wake me up. But I'm sure one day she will walk straight to me in her full regalia.  
if it's not in this dimension of life, it will be in another or the next.  
Kemia.. You are the one,
Tick tack, tick tack, every minute every second, I grow fond of you.
I feel you in every breath i take.
Paradise is terminus  
That's how i feel  
Abbys of Love.