It still hurts ( competion)

 " It still hurts knowing you took pieces"

It still hurts knowing. every nite when i go sleep,I wont feel you breath.
Laying here lookin at the ceiling ~silenced~ by my own screams.

It still hurts knowing I used to be her,The girl you used to love now im just a illusion of you imagination.
How can you walk around and act so different.

It hurts knowing you play daddy,2 misscarriages when will i have peace and gain my sanity.
I wonder sumtimes do you even care.
You smothered me once and even as i drifted your love had me high.

It hurts to know now im free falling ,and guess what ? YOU THE REASON WHY...