Alchemist IV

Complete with all my defects
Anxieties, cruel switches, better luck next reset
Thirteen lives on repeat but in limbo you're still perfect
Dizzy flashes from the programs
So shame me I erase it

Vanity for an addict
Miracles, black holes to gobble up my impurities
Consecrate my damage but they never check my casket
Floating online in stasis
Flourish in frigid spaces

I am a creature reckless
Kissing the phantoms who wander without faces, breathless
They left behind corpses, coded with doting tantrums
In spilled curses I am a healer
We are a breath, endless, smothered in your blood.