My wishes for you

So you think it was normal to act that way?
To lead me on and watch me fall
Did you have to wait until the stakes were so high
And I was so deliriously happy
So now that I am collecting myself
I would like to give you something in return
I have some wishes for you my dear friend
I hope someday someone breaks you
Not just your heart but your mind and soul too
I hope someday you will be empty
And tell everyone about ‘the one who got away’
I hope future relationships live in my shadow
Wondering if their fate is the same as mine
I hope you toss and turn at night
Listening to sad songs to explain your angst
I wish you a long life of this
That is all