Eaten

I miss myself when I was whole
Drown myself quicksand of coal
Collapse under pressure-heat
Transfer existence of fleshless meat

Figment of my imagination weak
Mental gymnastics, public feat
Hide myself behind cold lies
Eat my soul as I cannot find

Will I ever be myself
Die again to ring the bells
What shall I say in the future
Tear out all my dirty sutures

I want to be honest with someone
I want my mind to be undone
I want myself to be heard
No longer with plain butchered

Send it all - End it all
Leave behind my cold face
Take it down - To the wall
Stop my stupid sulking place
Evil lies - Ended tries
Lock away all that matters
Ballroom gown - Mental flies
Tear away my backlit tatters