Pump DEEPER

My eyes are stinging
       So bloodshot
Days without sleep
I think I'm going crazy
Small, individual bruises
Speckle my arms
              My veins
                     Pulsing
Protruding from my thin skin
My fingers bleed
I cant stop chewing them
Palms are constantly sweating
Fingers trembling
              Broken glass
Litters over everything
I cant stop running
But... Im not moving
           Im so still
Then my heart beats fast
                                Too fast
My breathing cant keep up
Im stuttering
         Shaking
Paper clipping my brain
To my innards
That cause me to go crazy
Satan takes his toll
On my plastic soul
                 Making me
Into another minion
Shifting my thoughts
To black shadows
I need more
              Juice
 In my veins
Im a little "Off my rocker"
                    So they say.
I have no friends
My only friend is
The one
               with benefits
The one
               that coats my mind
                            My body
                                    My skin
                            My veins
The louder i scream
The warmer they get
           Then...
I imagine you
Pulling me into your lipids
Fingers digging so deep
                     Not as deep
As your bulging muscle
The one that calls my name
Rises to my body
Off the broken platform
Where it once lay
Head down
Now soaked
         See my point?
Im jumpy
With every swift tingle
Escalating up my spine
Everything.
Is so much...
Hotter
         Harder
                      Deeper
Racing
          Speeding
                         Crying
                                   Screaming
Wanting... MORE
In... ME
Take my body
Morph it to your demise
Pump your
Seering, hot fluids
Into my
               Body

By: Bethany