Thinking

Torn between what is expected and what could be
Wandering mind
Tempted by whats new

Thoughts keep coming
One after another
What if?
But could we?

I can't stop thinking about the possibilities
Can't focus on the here and now
Lost in thoughts of what could be
Lost in thoughts of him

Smile
Butterflies
Enjoying this right now

But when it comes down to a decision
How do I decide?