I Had A Conversation With Myself

Yesterday I sat and had a conversation with myself, mostly because I had to deal with my own mental health.

Speaking to me I had to address some deep wounds that were staying surfaced, even though throughout my life I tried to hide them they continued to pop up like wounds refurbished.

My first step is my apology, I apologize for not being there when I needed me.

I apologize for standing mute to myself in the time I should have spoken up, I shouldn't have stumbled over my own self affirmation just to please and fill someone else's cup.

I apologize for pretending to feel whole in my time of abandonment, I apologize for giving my all when all around me was nothing but resentment.

 I apologize for always doubting you due to the opinions of other's, I apologize for the lack of faith due to other thing's I was trying to discover.

 Here I stand humbled and of sound mind, as I continue to heal my life thats been on a constant rewind.

As you heal from your own self Storm remember that your worth is more precious than gold, and with each passing day your life will one day be a phenomenal story to be told.

~PoeticPrettywings 2022