Cancerous love

He loves me deeply
Sweetly
How he
Puts me on a pedestal
It’s incredible
How he makes me feel
To be
Intimately
And dangerously
In love
But it rapturous
How he consumes me
Use me
Like I’m his possession
1st impression
Was
It’s cool
It’s cute
What a hoot
How he craves me
Devours me
But
It’s becoming
Less empowering
How it’s scouring
Our connection
I see him less when
He’s this way
Cancerous
How we just
Became different energies
The chemistry
Is losing its luster
I don’t know if I can muster
His love
But he loves me
Or does he love me not
His love feels like the softest place
On earth to escape to
But it sinks too far
It takes all of me
Scouring my soul
With his CANCEROUS LOVE