Action Breeds Inaction

As I sit alone by the glass sheeted wall
The banister now seems taller than all
I look down below to see what could be
A never-ending pain mystery
I reminisce of what once was
I never really believed because
How could this go anywhere
Was sat for an hour and talked an affair

Slowly I fall as I keep on walking
My mind blanks out to the constant talking
Maybe I should say what I think instead
But then again, it’s all in my head

I sneak small glances, to see if you will notice
That I believe you to be
My own personal royalty
As I’m broadsided by your love that I never saw coming
You make me spin too quick
I said what I wanted, not what I should
And yet I remain composed but shook
You came out of nowhere
How did you find me
It almost felt like a dare, to make you my own wind fairy
And flutter around all your wings
But never to realize and never to waken

Slowly I fall as I keep on walking
My mind blanks out to the constant talking
Maybe I should say what I think instead
But then again, it’s all in my head

The crunch of the past spoken words
Haunt my memories and always perturbs
I knew that we couldn’t continue this mark
Maybe it’s because I didn’t see the lark
I know in the past the transgressions must stay
Only my feelings could possibly lay
In a picket-covered world
Dotted with your “heys” unfurled

Slowly I fall as I keep on walking
My mind blanks out to the constant talking
Maybe I should say what I think instead
But then again, it’s all in my head