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Hiding in nothing
Nothing is hell
I put myself in the great nothing
Because it's safe
Safe from anxiety, myself, and the world
Nothing is a black hole, that has eaten away at me
Knowing that I know better to be here again makes it worse then death
The fucking shame builds, until it cannot be contained and I have to do something
I am here doing something
I will face you nothing
I am more then nothing
Knowing you nothing will be something
I put myself in the great nothing
Because it's safe
Safe from anxiety, myself, and the world
Nothing is a black hole, that has eaten away at me
Knowing that I know better to be here again makes it worse then death
The fucking shame builds, until it cannot be contained and I have to do something
I am here doing something
I will face you nothing
I am more then nothing
Knowing you nothing will be something
Published 8th Oct 2022
Author's Note
I have bipolar disorder and anxiety and lock myself away for weeks at time in my low phases which I've been stuck in for a while now, talking to noone, doing nothing, being nothing.
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