Take Me

it’s not often I feel this
vulnerable
where I feel naked
when clothed
where your gaze is too much and I
feel small

you laugh

take my exposure and wrap it around your little finger
straddle my lap
press your forehead to mine
smile and tell me
to lay back and let you

let you take care of me

I sigh
because I’m always on top
always in control
and some days
it’s too much

I think you can smell the struggle on me
you slide my jeans down
slide me in you
hot wet darkness cocoons
tension eases

I groan

close my eyes
you create magic
I’m lost in your voodoo
your heat
the

slow

agonising


grind

and I find
that you are complete
decimation of my sanity

your whisper
of please
fucking ends me