Obsession

I am so stupid
believing everything he says,
he lies to me about everything
just to get me into bed.
I feel shame for what I've done,
but I'm addicted to his touch.
Honestly, I believe this is love
though deep inside I know he doesn't care for me much.
This love is built on his lies
and my never ending "love" for him.
This obsession I feel is ruining my sanity,
but I love the way he makes me his..