You fucked me up

I spent the night before fathers day drunk this year.
It wasn't on purpose, at least I don't think so...
Either way it didn't make it hurt any less,
It just made me angry, angry that you felt like it was ok to break my heart,
You were supposed to be my first love, Daddy.

Instead you fucked me up, you fucked up my idea of love.
You showed me that love was made up of accusations and lies,
and that the only way anyone could love me was if I was submissive in every aspect.

Maybe someday I might forgive you,
But your faults are not my doing, and until you realize that,
Just know... you fucked me up