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InTeRnAlLy

I have searched for reasoning
like running in a maze
the heartache always reminds me �
these worries will come hurrying into my mind �
like a fire, the emotions ignite,
singe, and burn me from the inside

I spin round and around
on this merry go round �
the ways of the world crashing down on me
can I scream at the top of my lungs?
this is all fucking WrOnG!!!
and write down all the crap that keeps
hurting me...
this is my disease, the ink it bleeds
InTeRnAlLy!!

i'm fearful that I'll become lonely
from pushing away my friends �
tormented from the stories
that resurrect from my past �
never really knowing if I�ll live to be the hero �
fist into the mirror
every time I'm braught back down to zero

I spin round and around
on this merry go round �
the ways of the world crashing down on me
can I scream at the top of my lungs?
this is all fucking WrOnG!!!
and write down all the crap that keeps
hurting me...
this is my disease, the ink it bleeds
InTeRnAlLy!!

I keep itching from the addiction �
running back like it's a mother fucking drug �
with all the world�s problems
mine seem so minuscule
trying to write my truth
when all is show, and not tell
guess I'll just keep on writing
even when I'm talking to myself