Deeper than a tattoo

The closeness shared between us always sparked conversations bout getting tatted
 
We each had own assortment of tattoos already but we wanted matching
 
I was a friend to you but I was something more to you  
 
Our ideas became tainted with future plans & I wasn’t prepared for it
 
I decided not & you decided to go & surprise me with my name  
 
I didnt see the love in your actions & you made it worse  
 
A name cemented on you reminds us of a time where we were most vulnerable but spent the longest time  
   
                (You inked your pain)