The Name

The pain i felt
As the picture flashed
Rushed down my spine...
               ... In a cold Chill
The anger I felt
       That i could have been so stupid
I didn't knew
    A word could mean so much
Until the day
I knew the story
      I'm Truly
          ...Sorry
      For all that happened
I would change it, Stop it
      Prevent the pain, remove the memory
Then the anger...
        ... of having
                    ...The Name i...
          called you
Brought sooo Many memories
               I sat and i cried
TORE my mind apart...
    Wondering HOW???
            Anyone could do such a thing
To anyone so innocent
      Tears of Anger
Tear away myself
     ...For "The Name"
I said to you...

My feelings fell
         When it came out
My heart Sank
     ...Because the look
            ... Of Burning Pain
        Deep Hurting
That was brought about
   ... Reminiscing...
              Hurtful... Hands
I Still cant believe
      That was me...
But being honest...
        your NOT really...
I'm soo much more
      Than without you
The pain you Feel
         So do I
Because remember we're ONE
But..
                           ..."The Name"
         IS merely a name
But we're
           ... but your
                            ...but I'm
   ...All to blame
I cant express
             The feeling I get
When i read it
The scene...
          ... Before my eyes
I Truly
       HATE IT
I hate the people
              that did it
I hate the fact
              you were a part of it
If I could do
 Anything to make it up
            KNOW I would...
Because The sorrow I feel
        Eats at me
Gnaws at my...
              ... Inner self
Because...
         ... "THE NAME"

BY:Josh