The Worst of MYSELF

Myself
I'm noting
.
Forget this
I'm crying
.
My life sucks
I hate yours
.
You judge me
I've felt it
.
My heart's cold
There's no beat
.
The knife deep
I can't breath
.
The pain
It overcomes me
.
I can't seem
To look away
.
From all these scars
I have today
.
My soul is grey
And all I see
.
Is nightmares
Always haunting me
.
Creeping in
And with great speed
.
The darkness deep
Inside of me
.
It eats my soul
I've lost my mind
.
My anger's strong
No innocence
.
And other's pain
It's almost nice
.
For what I feel
In their own eyes
.
So now I am
Just satisfied
.
To make them know
Part of my life
.
It's kinda sad
How long it took
.
For them to see
These painful looks
.
But too late now
I'm lost for good