The song I never got to sing(wrote in 2019)

It’s been 18 years
And 18 fears
But now look at us

Went from hours of lying
To hours of crying
And dying
All on the inside

Now we fight for each other
And help one another
Through all of the bullshit in our lives

We used to hide from the fears
Covered in tears
Now we face them together

Scared of the lying
So what we’re dying
As long as with you I don’t care

I used to shut off my mind
Look at the time
Hoping that I could leave

But now that I’m gone
Dance with you at the prom
Is all I can think about

I stayed away from you father
Scared of your mother
But now I just want you

You’re on my mind
All of the time
Can’t escape what hasn’t happened

Use to run from the real
Cause I don’t want to feel
It’s now all I have.

I’m always an open book
Always looking for that one hook
Only to realize that it was you

It might not be my first kiss
It may not be your first kiss
But right now it’s our first kiss and I want it to be special.