Dear Mom

Dear mom,  
 
I never thought I would see this day where you are no longer a physical form on earth..
Your absence is causing me pain beyond my soul... my anxiety is at maximum... my health is deteriorating and it feels like I’m suffocating..
I never got the chance to forgive myself for the ignorance of my mind ... for the darkness you witness within me, for the evil I did against you mentally!  
Still you choose to see the light in me, forgive me .. love me even when I couldn’t do it myself.  
Dear mom,  
I will see you soon...
Until our souls meet again..
 
Rest with the universe..
 

- Nikea Coleman