nobody ever stays

Nobody Ever Stays

They come, they go
They always take and never gives
Leaving me broken and hurting
Always too much too little
Just never fucking enough
I'm never enough
No matter what I do
How hard I try or
How much I have to sacrifice
The dark, cruel and lonely godforsaken
Places I am abandoned in repeatedly
Now holds a creepy familiar silent comfort
When Im left naked bruised just used
On the hard floor in corners where not even demons tread
Within this conflicted void
Whispered prayers yearning for death
All in vain for god doesn't even care anymore
Those uncontrollable sobs echoing
Mixed with the violent nightmares
With each mindless deception
Freely broken promises, hollow illusions
The poisonous false hope u fed me daily
NOW IT'S ME DROWNING
NOW IT'S ME CRAWLING
NOBODY EVER STAYS…
I am use to the lies
I am use to sleeping alone
I know how long the night gets
I have no delusions on fairytale stories
About me ever being the one
Cause Nobody ever Stays...