What i see behind me

It all pours out here
In anonymity there is no fear
Destructive and sick of it all
How can i fuckin walk when i cant even crawl
My back against the wall
Come out fighting thats allU
You dont know shit about how hard i hit
I wanna be away from this turmoil
For today its fury i spit
Angry at me at them
Hate boils over i wanna smash shit
Shit being of humankind
Im always behind nomatter  how fast i go
In this day of useless sentiments
Peel the rind the flesh burns me
Words only serve me pain
Im loseing my mind
I havent time enough
Why must it be so fuckin tough
Here at rockbottom where. I seem destined
I wish i would have listened
But hind sight is twenty twenty
And all i see isnt good and plenty
Its savage its betrayal
And its self destructive its me