no justice

i think this topic should be talked about
im still haunted even if im awake or in my dreams
where you wish you can scream to get out
so please hear me out by all means

any type of sexual abuse is bad
you cant just one day forget it never happened
just because it was only molestation should i be glad
i am saddened

there is something that was token for me over and over again
indifferent situations its like they get their realse
they dont see this wrong that their committing a sin
its like im a cake and they just want a piece

when this happens some people dont tell
its a hidden secret because i wanted to forget
so inside we are living in our own hell
this is not as worse as it gets

if we do speak up there's no justice
its often swept under the rug
you feel a sort of numbness
don't even want a hug

you have to act like everything is fine
dress like im a doll
let me get through this dinner and drink some wine
pretending im laughing having a ball

something happens to your brain
you start to feel like this behavior is normal
i am mentally insane
this is just awful

your mind is between this is wrong so you try to fight
till you give up and let me do what they want to you
even though you know somewhere this isnt right
is there a light at the end of the tunnel am I disgusting too

so many years of dealing with this alone
i only had myself my inner stuff is stuck
i dont want to go out im safe at home
i guess i had some back luck