Insanty struck me hard

I wish I could die.
I just feel so alone inside.
Sending me away was suppose to fix me,
but I think you just killed my only chance.
Ill never feel happy again.
You sent me away from my family and freinds.
You made me leave the only people that kept me sane.
Im so filled with anger and hurt,
Im ready to burst.
Anytime,Anywhere,On anyone
Someone could piss me off,
and it would be the last day they fucking saw.
The pain is inert,
It makes it hurt so much worse.
I have no one.
No one to talk to.
No one to vent my anger too.
No one to hold me when I cry.
No one to save me,
from liveing this fucking lie.
You always said id end up in jail,
now im goin to hell.
You've drove me so madley insane,
that god is an irrelvant charcter.
That I dont belive in.
It kills me to know,
im dieing real slow.
I wish I could rip out my heart,
so I would never feel love again....
because thats what started it all.
The people I love hate me,
because im an evil soul.
That will never be controlled.
Im a muniplitive bitch,
that cant stand herself 'so she hides it behind a mask.
Untill its flung off,
and she cant stand the pain.
So she try to end it all.
No one has ever belived in me,
and my own mindless abiltys.
Now the cuts on my arm,
show everyone im dead and gone.
Theres no way im comeing back.
Ill just be a gost of my formal self,
and let everything go.
I relive my past everyday,
it comes up and haunts me.
I cant get over it all in one day,
thats why I go so insane.
These fuckers exspect me to be cured,
as soon as I step out the door.
Id rather be myself,
then somebody fucking else.
That you tell me to be,
because thats just not me.
You just dont understand,
but I geuss you never will.