I want to become star dust

The mask that hangs upon my face
Is slowly slipping out of place
The emotions that are faked
It all started with my parent's mistakes
When I was a child, I was given little to love
So I ended up becoming cold and tough
As I grew a little more I met someone that taught me what was love
I loved them so dear
But in their eyes it wasn't clear
I quelled up the courage to tell them so
Then they tell me instead that they found someone so dear
I went back home with tears
I still believe in a little hope
It's my little way to cope
I know that I'm just lying to myself
I feel like I'm tied to an invisible rope

Let's just hope that I don't end up choking on my own rhythm and pace

I just want to become star dust and float up into space