Insanity or The Devil?

I'll rip my fucking heart out,
I'll cry til my soul
Has no tears left.
I've lost my fucking place
And mind. Who am I?
What the hell have I become?
I'm stuck here in chains,
Staring at four of these same
Fucking walls. I've bled it out,
Only to throw everything I
Loved away. The
Ground and ceiling are
Growing closer together.
My hands are bound..
Theres no damn escape.
My whole fantasy has taken
Over me and is eating
Me from the inside out.
I pull at my fucking hair,
Claw at my pale skin, and
Rip at the hole left,
Where my heart was,
I spit up blood..
I've become something
I've feared. I'm no longer me.
Nyx, now the Nameless dead.
I'll scream out, I'll screech.
But I will not be heard. I'm on the inside.
You're on the outside.
Hollowed out, and nothing but a
Lost faded memory. I've gone insane.
And no one stopped me
Once I started. No..
Only Jashin got ahold of me...
Not Insanity. My plagued body
Was taken by my devil.
Jashin is now here, to finish
His game.