Dark evil love

I am evil
That might be true
The only thing not evil about me
Is the way I feel about you

Your far from perfect
You are unclean
Your dirty soul
 visits my deepest of dreams

Late at night I think of what I did
I think of the horrors I put in your head
The late nights
The cheating
The games I would play
I love you
Why did I treat you that way

Even now when I have someone new
I am stuck here longing for a moment with you
When I do not know what to do
I find myself searching for a picture of you

Your far from perfect
You are dirty
Unclean
I pray to Satan every night to put you in my dreams

The things other people say they can see
The things that make them hate you like me
The ridiculous things you can say
Is why people look at you in that negative way

I see past that
I see the real you
I see why you act that way
The pain you went threw

When I see that suicidal look in your eye
I promise you baby it makes me want to die

Can you help me?
No you cannot
I am stuck with this anger until the day I rot

I wish things could have been different
Looking back now It was mostly my fault
Now I see all I did was bring you into the dark

You liked the darkness
It fascinated you
But I was the darkness
It consumed you

Now I sit here with a blade to my skin
I cut myself again to remind myself of you
The blood pours down like your tears I once knew