jilted

 
jilted feelings, angry in the pain
conflicted red speaks of my loneliness
I am alone in my differences

breaking under the scorn
faces turn upward in sinister smiles
mock my existence

a misfit of the universes vast
I crumble under the silent weight
where no one sees me cry

I am nothing
I am everything you hate about yourself
a woman of doubt
second guessing my instincts

saddened in the blue
I wave to you from the distance between us
forsaken...I love you still