What I Want

All I want to do is love
And in return
All I want is to be loved

But the people I wish to love me never do
And the ones I want to hate me
Love me

Why is it so
Is there somehting wrong with me
Or is there something wrong with them

I know I cant manipulate the world to my likeing
But alot of the times I wish I could

Why cant I have a special little remote
That controls everything and everone around me
I wish I could have this power

But sadly

The only one that could posibly hold this power

Is god

So I get down on my knees every day
On my knees and pray
I pray that one day
The man that I admire
Will notice me
In the way that I notice him

I know the world is not perfect
But I always wonder why its not

I want to give up and just take what god has given me
But if I did that
There would be no reason for me to fight for what I want