venting

I'm going to vent a little about another person
maybe once when I was young and naive their was love
this journey with you has taught me an important lesson
yes I did call you the devil that's just how I see you

in the sense that a person can't give you certain things you were missing
however, soon enough you see their lies
I wanted you to be better to change I was wishing
so many times I said my goodbyes

i never took our daughter away from you
you did that yourself by not being there
I get it you wanted to look cool
did you even care

now you say to other men I'm just a booty call
why are you so concern what I am doing
you don't pick me up when I fall
who are you fooling

when I was your booty call you didn't seem to mind it
I guess because you were getting what you wanted
you never threw a fit
now I feel haunted

you say I'm nasty
is because I don't give you the attention you want
you want to sound good in front of others
doesn't make sense

you say you want me to kill you
that you hate you wish i would die
that you should have never had a child with me
then you try to apologize

well i have token this from you for years
not anymore not now
i will not entertain this and longer
there's nothing to fear

I'm tired of hiding
tired of your crazy personalities going left and right
i get it you have a mental illness nothing wrong with that
however your not the victim here

if we could meet again i would walk away
i regret you not my daughter she's an angel
i wouldn't stay
shes wheres a halo

you make fun of me from being separated from my other ex
i am happy that i never became your wife
wish you luck on whats next
i will continue to go on and strive