my demons

i think i have locked myself in
i feel the depression more than the anxiety
i guess I'm feeling bad again lost
feeling numb

it could be a lot of things triggering me
just feel so exhausted today
i don't know what else to say
what an awful existence

i should be happy and free
i just feel like I'm in darkness again
i didn't ask to be this way
here we are again

haven't gotten much sleep
so that could be the problem
my mind is always overthinking
even at the simplest things

i wonder wants wrong with me a lot
i don't want to isolate myself
I want to talk to people
i just can't I don't know why

I'm always inside
I wish there was someone my age to confide in
I love my family but sometimes i want to talk to someone like me
there is still pain inside

this was supposed to be freedom
I don't feel free right now
I want to let it go
when will it go away