One last time

      As the dark cold abyss calls my name I linger closer and closer to the edge . I feel your hand on my back as I push against to terror creeping out . I hear your deep calming voice assuring me it will all be ok as I willingly walk to my death.  I can hear the demons of the abyss screaming my name now .

  You lead me with your empty promises of trust, kindness ,and forever that is never to come . Your gentle touch guiding me to the edge  . I feel the claws of your demons gripping at my soul . My heart breaks for I know the truth.  It's all a lie, but still I let you guide me for I i need your lies.  

 I see in your eyes all the pain,  the damage, the heart break you have suffered and I long to free you from your demons , to forgive you from your crimes that you cling to as thow they are your life force it's self . But instead you lead me to the edge of the abyss . For i am your sacrifice.

 I feel the abyss reaching its hand towards me now . It grabs me and I embrace it's evil . I trade my heart,soul ,worth , and life for that one last kiss. That one last fix . The one more time of you speaking your eternal lies of love . I can still hear your calming voice telling me it will be ok as you push me over the edge.  

  Falling fast and hard back into the lies the tears the emptiness you leave me in . For what that one last time, that one last fix of your kiss. Forever falling and never finding ground . This is my end.  Betrayal heart break , lies , cheating , and broken promises forever reminding me , forever asking me was it ever real was it ever worth it ?