Fine

I'm fine, I'm always fine,
Just happens to be 1 of my lines.
I say it when all shit hits the fan,
As a saying, it should be banned.
Say it when I don't want people to know,
Exactly why I'm feeling so low.
That saying is my defense, my buffer,
Say it when I'm down and things can't get much rougher.
I say it automatically as a response,
Behind those words I try to escond.
Said it so much that people now know,
That when I say it they might aswell go.
As it's a shield behind which I hide,
When I don't want to say how I'm feeling inside.
But in a weird way it's also a test,
To see which "friends" know me best.
Because those "friends" who cared would stay and see,
How I really feel, what's the matter with me?
But that's a question I don't know how to respond,
Perhaps I'll find out in the next life and beyond.