meditations on sanskrit

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all the following words are english words...
although borrowing sanskrit...
for reasons: that will be self-evident...

this will help: _____________________________
to get at the foundations...
_____________________________________
                             yep... this will help,
a lot...

i've finally drank enough brandy to get into
fostermother's debut self-titled...
how can anyone drink and listen to classical
music?
perhaps that's what you could do
in the 20th century...
   no one for... jazz... and... doom rock...
or whatever that stresses improvisation?

why on "here"... because of this edit option...

written like: no, really... life doesn't depend on it,
and i'm not going to be a whore for lies
and idealism...
which is probably one and the same...

and because no life is dependent on these words:
they can end up being a sloppy affair...

first in the latin text: holes: a, e, o, p, d, q, b...
   it will help:       a, e, o, p, d, q, b
and this will help ______________________________

simple sentences...
       it doesn't really matter whether...
i own a cat
     इ     औन       अ   कअत
                                                                    / खत
hell: would not you... also find...
joy... in writing some english in veil of sanskrit?
     हएल(ल)    औलद    नओत       ऊ...
                                  यओॡ

                      cardnial vowels in sanskrit...
niqab esque vowels of hebrew...

 yep... and the "R"...
                              vowel... ऋ, ॠ, र....
i'm guessing the one in the middle is a trilled R...
a rolling pin a rattlesnake...
                                      no... this will not do:
no liTTle no biGGER no beTTer...
                 no two consonants the same: beside
each other...
            
                          rat()lesnake
                       रतलसनक
               doesn't the ______________ help?
if all we ever wrote was:
                           "somehow" underlined...
or... "cursed"
                            the upper-scroll has to have
a special name in sanskrit: heaven or aida...
or something...
right... rat()lesnake... i forgot the vowels
like any 'ebrew might...
                               रतलसनक
                                        अएअए

because told that i only drink to "cope" / to "escape"...
looks like a pretty nonsensical trench to me...
tomorrow i'll be up and fresh as a daisy
laying the foundations for a new shed...
and trying to find the joy in my heart:
or rather the sparrow in my eye...
all pretty much the same...