I Wonder

I wonder how I got stuck in this situation imprisoned by feelings I mentioned, why'd have to catch em like bad cold unknown nah I know, ur personality was what got me intrigued got me wondering what's beneath, too close I got shit I got pulled in got me rattled like a whirlwind

Now I'm pretty much hopelessly lost maybe without a cause as I sit here an rant don't think I wrote this to make u sad, it helps me cope

This is gonna be the longest I write gotta lot on my mind with nothin but time so grab a bag of chips an be still an listen to me spill

I remember when we met not much was said I was to far up in the clouds with no intention of coming down, I never told u this but I quit smoking cuz of u didnt want to dissapoint u, u became my escape when I had to elevate what u mean to me can't be summed up with words I've tried but I don't know if u believed me honestly I told u I havent been anything but real I had nothing to conceal

Why do u think I was so open u pretty much read me like book didnt hesitate to give me hand when I felt blue so I have never second guessed that u are anything but true

It be a guarantee that when ud see me id have smile like a child I would have dropped 3rd period like a bad habit if it wasn't for u I hated math but I liked u

I sound like a broken record, Yea I know doesn't matter cuz its real though, Yea uve said it plenty of times I ain't on ur mind, ur spell must be strong cuz I'm sounding like a bad love song hahaha

I was an am still being real when I told u I'd be there, don't hesitate when u get an ache I got ears to listen it ill be my turn with the bag of chips, chill an start to listen

I told u it be long, barely halfway with a whole lot more to say, by the way I forgot to mention I liked when u sang to me didnt know what u were so worried about I pinky promised I wasn't gonna laugh what a time we had ;D

Here I go again mentioning shit I probably shouldnt have said not cuz its bad but because u already knew it u helped me out in my time of need hs was something I felt I didnt need its stresses an problems that I would try to ponder, didnt matter when around u happy as can be feelin truly free

I'm getting to the end pshhh finally, going through ur head so try an sit still will I finish my ordeal

Feelin at peace releasing a beast that's been on my mind now that I had the time, I wrote it down hoping it didnt make u frown

I'll be ur friend till the very end, I'm glad life decided to let us meet if not I'd probably feel incomplete, corny Yea I know but i really mean it though