People problems

Buried feelings
Dug a hole so deep
It hurts so bad
No wonder why I feel sad
Why am I so angry?
Just let it out, let it go
Those 5 months was a season
That happened not long ago
A time for me to figure out who I am, why I do what I do and what I came here for
So look the other way and spread my wings and fly


Stop pretending and face the truth
My life was not perfect
The people I was with was not worth it
Though I learned a  lot from them
Something I needed to see eye to eye
About the world of different people coming together as one
How could I possibly fit this mold?
I tried to connect with them, understand them
It's like you try to connect your phone to the charger
But the problems grew larger
No power, no electricity
Nothing worked
Could not work for me

Living behind that dark screen
Was me suffering loneliness and exclusion
By a bunch of 18 year old losers
Younger than me and I wouldn't call them 'friends'
Nor family, but a total mess!
I'm angry the way everything turned out
It's not fair I was left out
The only 20-something, too mature for anything of their kind
I've never felt so pushed to the side
Manipulated and lied to
Promises made but never came
I was lost and they never gave a shit
I was lonely and nobody made an effort to be there for me
Everyone knew about my anxiety and nothing was done about it
To make my days better, I work for myself
Smiling and crying
I never had to act so personal and professional at the same time
I faked my way from the bottom up
And I fucking made it
I stuck it out through and through
So that I can inspire people to fight their battles too
And that giving up and pulling the plug
Will not be easy
When you have a dream to follow
And a program to finish off
ON A HIGH NOTE!

So anything is possible if you set your mind to it
Stay true to yourself, don't pretend to be somebody else
YOU DO YOU
Let them do them
You're better off anyway
Stay strong, fly away solo!