No wife

Looking at the empty Church.
My heart feeling Tired of always trying to recover.
Excepting my fate.
My only friend is lonely days.
No one will be standing to see the white dress.
In the race always finishing second.
No best man holding the ring.
The words I do never spoken.
Nothing to share with god.
No fight between Excitement and nervousness.
No one that will give you away.
No chance of rejection from the past.
No wife, a Invisible image only a wish to kiss the bride.
No magic plays for the 1st dance.
No photos that tell Where are the decades began.
Hopeless inside, empty nothing to fill.
No wife, no reason to wonder where does my new life start.
No wife, putting the future in a box.
No beautiful Struggle.
Still spinning  In the cold war with myself.
No wife, never good enough.
Happiness far away as the sun.
Submit to my issues.
Hard to close my eyes.
Images of them, Continue to chase me.
No wife, I understand this is me.
Nothing to call my own.
So Tired no tears too fall.
Hearing my heart for the last time.
No wife, please let me fade.
No wife.