Inner Fight

I'm trapped inside my mind
I'm alone in this place
No way out of here
It's the end of my race

I fight my own sanity
I can't ever hide
It will find me
It will tear me up inside

I try to light a torch
It gets blown out
I'm afraid and alone
I can't even shout

Nobody answers my prayer
I have to find a weapon
I grab something to use
But it's taken from my possession

I'm trying to survive
I use all my will
I'm fighting for my life
The nightmare I have to kill

I'm not sure how to begin
I'm not sure how it feels pain
I'm thinking of answers
But my thoughts are hard to contain

I'm desperate to find my voice
Desperate to find my light
Desperate to defeat darkness
Desperate to have sight

I fall through a black hole
I'm afraid I will die
No ending to it
So I just cry

I don't know how long I will fall
No idea how to stop
I'm lost in time
From above I drop

I need some hope
I need something to believe
I need to dream
I need to be free

How can I escape from this
How do I fight my own sanity
How can I win this war
How can I flee

When darkness consumes you
Where do you go
Are you just gone
I don't really know

So I'm just trying to be more
Trying to find hidden treasure
I want something to follow
I want to feel relief and pleasure