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Dark Depression

The darkness is overshadowing me,the deep feeling of failure,rejection,put downs,all keeps coming back,not sure what im supposed to be doing,thoughts coming and going,dont feel worthy,the darkness is trying to suffocate,finding it hard to breath,not sure how to break out,enveloping the light,not feeling sorry for myself!,everything i seem to touch turns to dust...lonely is how it feels..not sure why?...doesnt feel like the real world,im doing the motions feels like auto-pilot,not me...feeling scared to come or go the way my mind is working is turning me mad!,cant bring myself to move,sick and tired of feeling this way,having less good days,scared im going to dissapear,legs just want to keep moving,is it running away?,but what am i running from?,why am i not feeling like me,where am i going,what am i to do?,dont know how to explain how i feel to others when i dont know myself,all i want to do is sleep,shut down,tears wont stop flowing,my head hurts,its so painful i hate this feeling,lost in myself,dont know where i belong,if i belong,been fighting these feeling for to long,fighting the darkness,but its grasped me..............
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