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I wish I can reach in to heaven and replace my life with someone else. So they can exist and I'll be no longer here.

I tried to keep these inner demons to myself by an everyday smile...... ignoring my anger, sadness, depression and anxiety.....bad anxiety!!!!!

Why I'm so unworthy of love?

I just need a deep hug from anything or anyone!!!! I just hope it's real!!

mentally, physically emotionally abused....

Sometimes I look up at the sky
Sometimes I'm ashamed to look.

Half of my years is gone and I can't even tell you what life or beauty is!!

I don't know....
I just don't know...

I'm not human

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