wave

I was just sitting there,
Listening to music ,
When a wave of pure sadness
Came over me.

There was no warning;
I wish there was
It just appeared out of nowhere.
I began to cry
I tried to swim to dry land
But no luck.
It was like i was dropped in a big ocean of emotions  

My heart was rock heavy,
And I cried  and cried
I couldn't stop,
With no reasoning to why

I finally just gave up fighting this wave of emotions
And went with the flow of this ocean and all its waves,
Praying the sadness and the waves to  stop

Just when i think it's over and i'm safe again
I walked down the  street
I see the store, we use to go to
When another wave  sadness
Pulled me from the safe shore.
Back to the waves of emotions

I couldn't stay there,
I would surely die of a severely broken heart
So i tried to fight but the waves are too strong
To fight

What's wrong with me?
I need to know.
My soul is drowning
With each wave and that comes .