The Twenty Year Crush

      ....back towards me  
   .....mind swirling and feeling  
     far into himself for a moment
 
   Having just  entered our room  
   from a ....million fragments  
demanding him at the office  
 
In his humble frumpy zip up  
blue shell and blocky boots  
I saw an invisible aura  
 
Pulsing through me  
I knew what it was  
instantly familiar  
in earlier forms  
 
stumbling into  
crush after crush  
for him...  
 
I blush
and
gush
 💘