Mind Playing Tricks on Me

So many thoughts running through my mind. It’s hard to focus on just that one thing at a time. Those words seem to loose their voice at the moment when needed to speak. Fuck what was I just looking for. Fuck it just move on to the next irrelevant thought process. My minds a wreck! Wrecking my brain, trying to stay sane. But, I remain lost in my mind of pointless thoughts jumbled together. It seems as if, I am staring off into space.
When my minds rambling on these conjoining thoughts. Hard to make sense of it all. My angers on the rise get it together try to stay calm. Anxiety kicks in, The burning of my ears begin, heart starts to race, the rooms becomes a tight space. Damn it I need to get the fuck out of this place. Thinking... taking a ride will clear some head space. Which now my anger turns into road rage. Because these stupid ass people can’t drive and this fucker just cut me off on the interstate. Now I have to pull off to calm my nerve. Deep breaths Aaron, wooosah Aaron, close you’re eyes find yourself happy place. That was short lived once my eyes opens again.