Where have you gone my love

We got into a fight...
But this one feels different
I feel like...
She’s had enough

Like she’s not coming back...
And...
I’m afraid
I’m afraid to lose the one fucking person!

The one person
Who’s been there through everything
Helped me through it all
The one I wanted to smile

I just want to talk to her
To see her
To hear her voice
To hold her in my arms...

To kiss her
And make her feel wanted
I don’t remember being present in the argument...
I just know that when I woke up

She was gone
I had no way to contact her...
I cry myself to sleep
Hoping and praying that she’ll come back

That she’ll forgive my naive actions
She says she can never stay mad at me...
But I’m so afraid to lose her😭
This doesn’t feel like something she’ll forgive

My birthdays coming around
All I can think about
Is her...
I just want her here for my birthday...😭

I waited months!
Thinking that we’ll spend my birthday with each other
Talking...
I miss her so much😭