Sexual Abuse

Love you make me feel so alive
Except I find myself believing your empty lies
Your sexual in the way that I hate
You're in the dream that keeps me awake
At night I lie in bed by myself, listening to the silence
I wonder what made you this way, what is behind this

Do I want you to change
Do I want to be apart of your sexual game
Do I want to be your ongoing muse
Or will it be better positions that you choose
Do I choose to be the fool that always comes back
Do I love you because you give me more slack
Will you change or will I run  forever
Sex isn't love, Dear. They'll never be together