Fall

Falling.. .
Down.. .
I keep falling.. .
Further.. .
Into a pit of him.
Drowning myself with thoughts of him.. .
Touching me.. .
Loving me.. .
Kissing me.. .
Mmm and those lips are to die for.
Why must he torture me with this thing called love?
I don’t deserve it, and he knows.
But what am I to do when I know not how to love?
Because I can’t fake my love for him. but I don’t know how to love him.
I want to live in his dreams.. .
To journey through his nightmares.. .
I want to compete with his mind.. .
To kill his demons.. .
I want to burn forever in his heart.. .
To be in that pit of him.. .
Further.. .
I will keep falling.. .
Down.. .
I will fall.