Lust After You

I watch you sleep
As the snow falls 
I listen to your heartbeat
As I try to give you my all. 

I kiss you awake
Then the feelings begin to quake.

Do you use me
For your own gain?
Or am I just a whore
Who drives you insane. 

Every pulse and thrust
Makes the goose bumps rise
As you go in and out
In between these thighs. 

We go all through the night
Not wanting to stop
But half way through the night
I get on top. 

I control you
The rest of the night
As I fight to keep going
I use all of my might. 

I yearn for that feeling
Every single night
For you to take control
And my heart to take flight. 

Night becomes day
And I wish I could stay. 

I'm shaken awake
Because my life's at stake. 

I'm bleeding a lot
And the doctors cannot help me
I lie in bed thinking of you
As red is all I begin to see.