Insanity

I sit here trying to piece my thoughts together
It feels like I've been in this sedated state forever
Failed suicide attempts I need a vacation
The dr said I'll be ok if I just keep taking the medication
I cant remember things I've done and it's starting to scare me
But I cant forget my past it wont let me be
I feel possessed by some dark entity
I feel like I'm slipping into the depths of insanity