Foolish

It's foolish of me to even consider myself a writer when, sometimes I find it hard to find the time to enter my mind and grab out enough ambition to gather my pencil and composition.
 
It's foolish of me to consider myself a writer when, I lack confidence in my art. But who's to say I was confident in it from the start.
There's a certain compassion you're supposed to show in this shit.
But it's been hard for me to reach past the surface when I've made friends with the serpents lurking in the highest of the low's of this shit.
Tired of claiming being woken and shit. We're just foolish for not seeing we've been sleeping with our eyes open and shit.
I've been beaten and broken and shit.
That's why I roll all of my dope, to help cope with the shit.
I'm at a loss of hope for this shit.
I'm forced to feel no remorse for this shit.
It was foolish of me to even consider myself a writer, I'm so over this shit.