as i wait by your door

i wait by your door
as i watch you undress
so that i can peek at your breast
your body leaving me no rest
as you are the best
i feel a heart beat in your chest
i could see me holding you down
i get on top as you beg me to stop
my arms around your throat
as you try to breathe
making sure you can't leave
i tie your hands to the bed
dirty thoughts run through my head
i try to let you go
but i can't fight the wicked thoughts
i tried to love you
as i saw you with him
now your wanting me?
sometimes i wanted to kill the hoe in ya
but i see the sparkle that shined in your eyes
as the ember starts to die

as i wait by your door
like a homeless man, i beg for more
the endless fights as you fell on the floor
this love which i use to be sure
like the water that rushes to the shore
now all i see is a whore
my hands wrapped around your neck
as they start to close
red hand prints on your throat
i look into your eyes
i see the part of me that has died

as i wait by your door
i watch you pull down his pants
you took off your shirt
all i could see was your breast
he went lower until you were nude
he was like most men, just after your ass
you have lower your standards to meet his
he doesn't love you like i do
he will only fuck you then leave
his color is like fall cause it will change
give me the chance as i wait by your door

i get off you as i untie you
you ask me what the fuck is wrong?
she doesn't like the way i treat her
i was only trying to keep her from harm
if i don't stop now
i might end up hurting you
it was all in my head
swimming thoughts in my dreams
as i heard you scream
it might be the moon as it beams
that brings these terrible emotions
which will force evil motions
don't grab the fucking lotion
i can't touch your body
pretend I'm not there.. I'm nobody
it's better off that way
no words need to be said
as i wait by your door